I cannot believe I’m sitting here writing to you in 2016. By far, 2015 has been the quickest year of my short, uneventful life. Seriously, I don’t even know how we got here? What a year it was! I know, time is all perspective but it’s nice to keep track of things like time. I’m a planner AND a control freak but at least I know so don’t judge me.
With the new year comes new beginnings and new goals. I try and stay clear of the word resolutions, simply because I think the word is a curse for failure. The word “goals” just sounds less intimidating and there’s nothing that scares me more than the thought of failure.
First and foremost, I just want to be the best version of myself that I can be. Whether, it’s being a better sister, daughter or friend, I just want to be a better human being. Don’t get me wrong, I think I’m a pretty decent individual but I could be better. Without a doubt, I could be better.
In a short few weeks, I will be starting my last semester of my undergraduate college career. I never thought I would see this day but it’s now here. I’ve always been a studious student but I would like to leave on a bang! Most people would say, “no one really looks at your grade” or “your GPA doesn’t matter”, which might be true but this is for me. Plus, I did not just spend all this money to not learn something useful. Let’s be real here.
With that being said, I’ll also be graduating shortly as well. That terrifies me. I was so focused on the goal of graduating, I totally forgot about what happens afterwards. Obviously, I need to get my shiz together.
I want to find any Communication internships or jobs that I can. My goal is to gain experience because money will come in time. (I hope anyways because I’d like to move out….eventually…I can barely buy two weeks’ worth of grocery without becoming broke at the moment).
THIS BLOG! I just want it to grow. Honestly, this blog has been so much fun since I started in July. I just want to get better and have more material eventually.
YOUTUBE! I’ve been trying to start my YouTube channel for YEARS. I think this is the year. I literally have nothing to lose. Plus, I’m bored and I make fun of myself more than anyone I know so it’s not like I have anything to lose in terms of who stumbles upon it.
Last but certainly not least, I want to be healthier and more fit. I’ve let life get in the way of my health and my weight for the past two years or so and I’m over it. I already did my first workout today! It was only about 20 minutes but that’s better than nothing. I wish I wasn’t scared of going to the gym 😦
Okay, I just wanted to get on here and talk! Hope I didn’t bore anyone.
What are some of your resolutions? Anything outside the box? I still really want to master knitting!