Where to begin? Truthfully, I think the last time I sat down and wrote a blog post, I was telling you all how I was recommitted into getting this blog up and going. You know, my heart was into that grand idea. My head, on the other hand was telling me otherwise.
I guess you can call that life. Yeah, life happened and here I am, seven months after my latest post. Within that time, I hope you were all doing well.
So much has happened.
Honestly, I’m exhausted. I’m completely beat; mentally and physically. There were so many highs yet so many lows. To be fair, I think I’m still a wreck but I think I will always be and that’s okay with me. Is that a sign of growing up? Puke.
Talking about highs and lows, I graduated from college! Oh yes, I am officially a strong educated woman with both an Associate’s and Bachelor’s degree. Dude, I’ve anticipated walking that stage for years but when that finally came, it wasn’t as magical as I thought it would be.
Yeah, lets just sum it up now and say that post-grad life is awful. Guess who’s still working at her retail job at the mall? Yup, you guessed it. ME! This job hunt is no joke. Plus, I’m picky and don’t want to settle on something I have no interest in. I can’t fathom being stuck at a new job I hate but having to stay for at least a year and being back at square one.
Go to college they said! It’ll be fun. You need this to land a good job. Well, I did what you told me and n.o.t.h.i.n.g.
I turned 22. Cue the Taylor Swift song. Maybe I’m just dramatic but I truly felt a change from 21 to 22. Truly, I feel so different than I did a year ago.
Lost some more friends but I’ll get into that later.
You know what, I’m content. There are definitely things in my life that are in need of improvement (aka my constant food baby and non-existing social life) but I’m okay. Of course, I have my off days but I know they’ll be better. I have to believe that.
It feels good to be back. Okay, I’m not gonna jinx it but this felt good.
Talk to you soon,