It’s me! Can we still be friends and hang out? Because I’d really like that. It’s been a little rocky on my end. I think I’m getting sea sick.
Maybe it’s the weather. Maybe it’s just the timing but most days, I think it’s just me. It’s like I know what I want and I think I know how to get there but going from Point A to Point B is seemingly much harder than I anticipated. I’m slowing treading water.
I’m stuck in this same old routine and I don’t know how to get out of it. I think I’m taking one step forward but then I take two steps back. This is the time to start getting serious with my money and then I see a cute top. It’s time to sign up for the gym and then I cut myself a slice of cheesecake. One stroke, two stroke, three.
But you know what, it was beautiful out a week or two ago. I got to walk the beach with one of my best friends. I’m still trying to get my room in order but I did wash my sheets today so I’m living. I’m still breathing.
Lately, I’ve been applying to loads of different jobs and internships but no luck. I’m starting to think this is a lost cause but I’m still trekking through. But I think it’s time to dive right in.
I’m doing okay, guys.
Let’s grab coffee soon,
P.S. Post Grad Life still sucks. Why didn’t anyone tell me this?